What a miserable day.... i don't even know what i have done wrong. have been thinking and thinking... didn't sleep well yesterday, and the whole day i was fishing all the way... tried to study process control, but still as lost as ever... cant concentrate.. even the internet connection bullies me. wanted to play some facebook games but the line was terrible... i'm left with no entertainment... sing ei had to force food down my stomach, have been too bothered to think about food... i want to bathe but it's raining and our hostel has got no water heater... it's cold... emoness and cold water dun go well together. too cold. afterwards i'll be meeting the junior, i had to smile and be nice padahal inside i have violent thoughts of punching something or someone perhaps. i'm strong and i'm tough... i will leave the misable me behind...but when? 1,2,3 smile! nah... still as miserable... i should have gone home... really. till next time, now i'm going and freeze myself in the shower, hopefully my thoughts too. | 
