I've just received an email from chee hoe... It's meaningful... so, i shall share it with everyone... as well to spice up my dying blog... 

my chinese is proven deteriorated... had a hard time figuring out some characters... it's not simplified...

王永慶的一席話

一根火柴棒價值不到一毛錢. 一棟房子價值數百萬元 ..

但是一根火柴棒卻可以摧毀一棟房子. 可見微不足道的潛在破壞力,

一旦發作起來,其攻堅滅頂的力量,  無物能禦 .

要疊一百萬張骨牌,需費時一個月, 但倒骨牌卻只消十幾秒鐘 .

要累積成功的實業,需耗時數十載, 但要倒閉 ,卻只需一個錯誤決策.

要修養被尊敬的人格,需經過長時間的被信任, 但要人格破產卻只需要做錯一件事 .
一根火柴棒,   是什麼東西呢?

它就是下列四項:

1. 無法自我控制的情緒.

2. 不經理智判斷的決策.

3. 頑固不冥的個性 ..

4. 狹隘無情的心胸.

檢查看看,我們隨身攜帶幾根火柴棒?

we went on a industrial site visiting few weeks back. to a materials recycle and recover center. and also one of the major landfill site of penang at pulau burung.

look at the amount of plastic materials that we throw.

at the land fill site, we couldn't get right into the site due to the rain and the main road to the site was flooded. hence we were only given explanation and presentation at the headquarters.

we can only stand at the entrance of the site to look at the so-near-yet-so-far site.

nothing to see, so we.... cam-whore!

My dear ex-roommate.

miss the time we spend being roommates...

oh no... someone is jealoused!

my dear sing ei is jealoused! what to do?

ah... headache.... no eye see...

Persatuan Bahasa Tiong Hua

  PBT MT

Acting cute with all the department's chief!

look at Alfred!

the internet connection in our campus is lousy... really terribly lousy... a university that doesn't have internet connection is just... "great"...

life's been all right... not bad and not good either... just like any typical busy, busy and busy study life...

i should start searching and applying for industrial training company... but... where do i start? what field do i go? what kind of job scope that i want to experience? argh... i've been so lost in my chemical engineering studies... and times like this, i appear to be even lost! why did i study chemical engineering in the 1st place? i took up a challenge and seems like am loosing... argh... sad case...

really sleepy now... till then, good nite!

i was quite shock to hear some news over the weekends...

there's really no one we can trust... even the someone whom i thought as one of those who have really kind and innocent mind does things like that... who can i trust ever?

it was quite a weekend i have... emotional rollercoaster ride, i supposed... one moment i heard bad news, next moment i was happily going on a trip, later i was confused of my own feelings...

as far as i've tried not to be selfish at all time, lately i realised i have thoughts of being selfish... if i am selfish, that will save myself from the emo-ness due to jealousy and envy... well, jealousy and envy is part of human nature, that i understand. i want to be selfish at times but how can i be selfish with my friends and family?

somehow, not knowing how to say no seems to be one of my weak point.... i somehow always end up in situation that i don't like or doing things i don't like.... sometimes even given up things that i like... what is wrong with me? just say NO! What's so hard about that? .... it's hard. at least to me.

i have no idea how drastically one can change. we all do change with time and envirronment... am i changing into a better person?